Public Holiday

I wonder what are public holidays to other people but to me it does not mean much. So much to do and yet with so little time. Especially during year end when deadlines are plentiful.

Well at least for the past 5 days, I did manage to catch up on some sleep (at least 10 hours a day) and watch tonnes of animes (Bleach, Gundam 00 season 2 and Linebarrels of the Iron) and TVB series (Gem of Life - is my favourite for the time being, will start posting on the blog starting with episode 49)

Yet, am still working at least 4 hours a day during my break. Sometimes I wonder, why am I working so hard to earn a living. Am i wanting too much in life?

Still pondering if I should give up on some financial security for a better quality in life. But with not enough money at hand, is there really a quality of life - short term maybe. Alternatively with not enough time and less than desirable health, what is the point of having more money?

Such are paradox in life which I am always faced with.

Life seems such a far cry from what I have envisioned it to be when I was younger. Reality is such a pain in the ass. Everyday work averaging 12 hours a day, then eat, bathe and sleep, repeat the same cycle for maybe 300 days of the year. Where are the adventures in life?

Well my life maybe predictable I at least still have a warm family to return to everyday, a loving gal friend and a supportive bunch of friends and colleagues. Who am I to complaint, anyway. Hmmm......